It's sinking in....

well...2 things are sinking in. Today I was driving to the next town over to pick up pizza for dinner and I happen to drive past the baseball field, I saw kids practicing ball....MY baby boy is going to be doing that NEXT WEEK!!! Omg he's growing up TOO fast!!! On Tuesday I will drive my little boy out to the same rec league fields that **I** played on when I was his age, give him his tball glove and let him go run and play!! Where does the time go??? It seems like just yesterday I found out I was pregnant with him!! Now he's in school, playing ball, and growing up!!! It is a pain inside of me that don't want him to grow up so fast, I miss him being a itty bitty baby...6lbs 3ozs at birth, my tiny little babydoll boy! He's now almost 50lbs and 4years old, getting into trouble and being a little boy!

The 2nd thing sinking in....2months! Why is 2 months so important? Welllllll....thats the possible timeframe to deliver this little boy in my belly!! Yes, I know I'm due in 3months, but due to medical issues of mine, we will more than likely deliver at 36weeks....which is 2MONTHS away!! Where did this pregnancy go!?!?!?!? I feel like I just found out! We still need to get the crib set up, get our room ready for a baby, get Jeffery into a sibling class, finish getting baby clothes, more blankets....bottles...omg we're sooooo not ready!!! I will be 28weeks on Tuesday!!! We DO have a carseat already, some clothes (including what will hopefully be his coming home outfit), and a FEW recieving blankets, bibs, burp cloths, and a box of newborn diapers. We need sooooo much more!!! This is all hitting me all of a sudden, we need a baby tub, I need to send in the sidepanels of my playpen since it has been recalled and get the company to send a rebate check to me so I can buy a new one.....we need crib bedding (looking for a cute jungle print with a monkey on it or monkeys all over it) we do have a swing, although Jeff has to fix the cord since my puppy chewed it up. We have a lot more than I thought to do in 2months!!!

Ok....now that I have that off my chest lol...I think it's time for bed. Good night!