I do keep busy!

I have a huge wall calendar (supose to be a desk calendar) and everytime I have an appt, or anything to do that day, it gets written on the calendar. The purpose of this calendar was to keep track of when Jeff has to work for the canoe rentals, I also color coded his work schedule for Donnelley (orange for night shift, yellow for dayshift) Well I look at it, and just about everyday of the month has something written in! Tuesday we had the u/s, Wed Jeffery had a tball game, Today Jaylin has a evaluation and I have a meeting at 7pm, Friday Jaylin has ANOTHER eval...thats just THIS week! Next Monday I have a dr appt, and who knows what else I have that week, I'm too scared to look! Add that ontop of getting up every morning at 7am getting Jeffery on the bus at 745am....I love staying busy, but I keep thinking....HOW am I going to do this with a BABY!?!?!?!?

I know I'll be able to do it...but it just blows my mind! Monday is going to be rough as it is, Jeffery don't have school, and I have a dr appt early in the morning...I'm going to have to take both kids with me by myself! I'm going to have to cut down on how much I do, I know once all these evaluations on Jaylin are done it will go easier, but once she's in school this Fall, I'll have IEP meetings for BOTH kiddos! Plus the baby's dr appts, the kiddo's field trips, Head Start meetings, parent teacher meetings. It just don't stop....but in the end....it's all going to be worth it. I know my kids aren't ignored, I try my hardest to be at every function there is...shoot I'm upset that my csection is scheduled on Jeffery's end of the year party!

This is the type of thing I think about on my down time lol.