My Apologies

Life at home has been hectic. As always, my life at home comes before my blog life. I'm dealing with some of my depression trying to rear it's ugly head, and Jaxon is STILL sick! I have a hard time being motivated to do everyday things other than take care of my kids. Jeffery has therapists that come to the house multiple times a week for multiple hours and it's taking it's toll on me emotionally. There are not enough hours in the day to do much of anything I need to do. I'm starting to get depressed about the holiday's coming up...not enough money to get the kids what I want to get them...it's rough. Last week was Nanny's birthday and that depressed me, I still miss her even after 14years of her being gone. It's really rough right now for me.

There have been a lot of things going on between Jeff and I that I hope we'll be able to make it through, we're going to do Monday Mingle tonight (late I know sorry) as his way of apologizing for how he acted recently, we'll see if that really happens tonight when he gets home.

I just wanted to give everyone an update. If you are a rep or a company that is supose to have a post for the gift guide, I'm trying to get things organized so I can get them done. I haven't forgotten, it WILL get done. Please just be patient with me as I deal with things within myself first. I haven't forgotten my blog, I think about doing things daily and updating...it just never happens.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting, I know there are winners to be picked and giveaways to go up, just know that it will get done.