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Friday, May 22, 2009

Change of Plans

Jaxon isn't coming today (it's after midnight here lmao). He WILL be here the 29th! That's a definate! The amnio come back that his lungs aren't mature, so they are just holding off a week....which now I'm fine with, but after I found out I cried like a little baby, I was sooooooo upset. I had been looking forward to him coming on the 22nd....had my hopes up, Jeff had his vacation time finalized, and now....it's all messed up. I wanna cry just thinking about Jeff's vacation time messed up, I was to have Jaxon on the 22nd and Jeff go back to work on the 3rd of June...now I have him on the 29th and he still goes back on the 3rd. That's a lot less time at home with me to help me recover from a csection. I'm scared now. But I'm hoping something will work out.

When I got the news, I went out and told Jeff that everything is changed now...he got mad and started fussing but I didnt stay in the living room to hear what he had to say, I walked back into the bedroom and just collapsed onto the bed and cried, he come in and held me, I'm sure he felt bad about fussing. I still cry thinking about it. I'm tired of being pregnant now, I feel like I have a bowling ball between my legs, and it's getting harder and harder to get out of bed and such. I know it will be best for him to stay in, but still....I had my hopes all up.

I looked up my grandfathers birthdate, and found out it's May 29th! So Jaxon will share a birthday with him...which makes it special. Although I don't remember my grandfather, he died when I was a little over a year old, it will still be special. And granted he's not biologically my grandfather, he's the closest thing my biological mother had to a father. Him and Nanny (the one who raised me) adopted my mother when she was a baby, Nanny is biologically my mother's aunt (did you get that? lol)

So there is NO DOUBT I will NOT be pregnant past Friday the 29th! Plus now I get to go to Jeffery's end of the year picnic tomorow! And we'll get to go to the town's Memorial Day parade on Saturday. Just a little more time before Jaxon gets here....but theres no doubt...he's COMING!

7 comments:

•´.¸¸.•¨¯`♥.Erin.♥´¯¨•.¸¸.´• said...

At least you know now for sure! And I think it's great he'll share a good birthday with your "grandfather".

Kristin said...

HUGS!

Michele P. said...

glad that you have a set due date, I had my daughter Csection back in 2001 and yes, it does take a little time to recover from it but if you take things slowly and don't strain yourself you will be ok. My son's GF is also due any day, her due date is tomorrow but the baby keeps moving/changing position. She is VERY young to have a baby, and I worry alot but am glad I am home on layoff right now so I can be near if I have to take her to the hospital. I will be thinking of you on the 29th...hey maybe it was a sign to have him on your special grandpa's bday?

Baba said...

You know these babies come at their own sweet time even when they are C-section babies. Everything works out for the best. Cheers!

Angie Marion said...

sorry it didn't work out for today. Good luck next week!

Crystal P said...

awww!! The shared birthday is awesome! That is something to be proud of :) Before you know it lil Jaxon is going to be home in your arms!!

Emily B said...

Only 6 more days! You can do it! Sorry to hear about the vacation time, but on the plus side you know Jaxon will be ready to meet you!

 
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