Can nothing go my way?

I think we're out of luck on the house we are under contract for. This sucks! I've been working my tail off to get everything in order for us to get this house, finding water haulers, we even paid $240 to get it inspected! Now it's been appraised and we're told FHA isn't going to approve it because it has a little bit of mold in the sunroom and 2 of the windows are broken (both of those things we were going to fix before we moved in!)

So this is house number 2 that we've "lost". I don't know how much more I can take. I'm already depressed living here, and losing another house is making me more depressed. That's why I haven't been posting much, I've been on the phone, and emailing people trying to get things figured out. Not to mention Jeffery's tball, the kids' doctor appointments (Jaxon is sick, Jaylin had her post op appt yesterday) I feel drained. I think I may start taking my anti depressants here soon that were prescribed to me. I have the urge to blog, but not the energy to move my fingers, or work my brain to write a review. I'm waiting on my new graphics to move my blog to another blogging platform, I have a ton of products that need reviewing and I get at least 1 more everyday.

I just want to scream. I want to hit something. I want this to be over. I want to move. I want us to own our house. I want the kids to be healthy. I want Jeff's car to work again. I want a manicure and a pedicure. I want my hair done. I want a lot of things. Heck, I want a million dollars too...I'll settle for a couple hundred thousand...any takers? No? Didn't think so lol.

My blog is my outlet, and I don't use it enough. Thanks to those of you who actually read my gibberish.